Tuesday 15 November 2022

Announcements

 


One I wrote a year ago in November 2021 - several Prime Ministers and Chancellors ago now but we seem to be heading towards tax rises and a slash and burn of public services.

Also in solidarity with the striking rail workers. 

Announcements

The next train on platform 3 is for Cockfosters.
Mind The Gap.

The Brexit Gravy Train is for Hedge Funds only.
Mind the Gap.

Rail services north of Birmingham will terminate at the 20th Century
Mind the Gap

Standing on a platform of lies is The Prime Minister
Mind The Gap.

The next Tax will arrive soon, destination Working Class.
Mind The Gap. 

Tim Fellows November 2021

Image by Andrew Martin from Pixabay

Wednesday 9 November 2022

Daily Haiku 2021

Here are all the haiku that I posted on the Daily Haiku facebook page in 2021. I was doing one a day at one point, but it was starting to get obsessive so I just dip in occasionally now. The page offers a prompt for that day, and one for the week if you like.

I find now that haiku are good warm-up exercises before starting to write.
 
Anyway, here they are. Some are better than others, some are closer to the spirit of haiku than others, but sometimes the subject matter is hard to map onto the haiku philosophy. 


Elections
 
Sleet falls in May; like
broken promises, it lies
on the frozen poor

Bluebells

Bluebells coat the floor
of ancient woodland, as far
as my eye can see.

Wind

Wind swings westerly
Faint raindrops spit in my face
Harbinger of storms

Books

Dust collects. Pages
of thoughtful words, well crafted
but rarely well read.

My Life / Waves

Smooth sine; jolting square -
flow until energy stops
then decay and die

Warmth

My window lies; shows
sunlight, blue skies, a mirage
disguising harsh cold. 

Undergrowth

In the undergrowth
all feels safe; dark, warm and soft.
Light filtered by green. 

Reflections

Deep pond. Cool mirror
reflecting me. A stone splash
and I disappear.

Gather

The bird gathers twigs,
a nest grows. Fills with eggs. Chicks
fly. Gather more twigs.

Musical Instruments

Unique melodies
Throats open at break of day
Nature's orchestra

Sea (the Evergreen gets stuck in Suez)

Plough, mighty tanker
through storms and crashing waves but
beware the canal.

 

Friday 28 October 2022

Old Tower

This was written in Torrevieja, Spain, and was inspired by Miguel Hernandez and his time with the anti-fascist fighters during the Civil War.


 

Old Tower

The sun gleamed on the Old Tower.
Winter hid in the shadows as the sea
slept. I closed my eyes and let the warmth
wash my face. 

With cat-stealth the cool breeze spoke.
Tales of crystal lakes, of the snow mountains
where you lay. Panting shallow steam breath.
Stomach empty as your gun. Hunger and despair.

It whispered old stories. Allegories.
Carried me to where the dead cried.
A seabird's call brought me back.
Salt had dried on my cheeks.

My arid thoughts.
Your mortal wounds. 

 

Image by mtomasel from Pixabay

Tuesday 20 September 2022

The Old One

In September 2022 I had the immense privelege of feeding and walking with elephants in South Africa. I also saw them in the wild on safari. Their power and beauty close up was extraordinary.

The elephant I walked with was called Sally and she was the matriarch of the group. While I was there my Auntie Christine passed away, following on from the death of Queen Elizabeth II.

This made me think of our own matriarchs and how their leadership and influence is underestimated. 



The Old One

The sun beat on her mud-baked back.
With languid swish of tail she paused
as others padded on towards the pool
where winding trunks would suck and squirt

fresh mud applied and thirsty mouths
could drink. She watched them dimly
through her ancient eyes, daughters
and their daughters. Sons somewhere

gently treading through the fecund bush
with small ones of their own. A long
and quiet life, each heavy step
landing on her wrinkled, cushioned feet.

She flapped her ears, listened to the birds
and lifted up her trunk towards the sky.
For one last time she sensed familiar scents
before she turned her wise and giant head

and pushed her way into the waiting bush. 

Tim Fellows September 2022


Thursday 1 September 2022

The Hare and the Sun

 



 

 

 

 

 

 


The Hare and The Sun

He stood, head erect,
face to the morning sun.

His dew-soaked feet,
white belly and laid back ears
welcomed its morning warmth.

With closed eyes, he let
his delicate nose twitch
and a thousand scents invaded his head.

The sun rose higher and observed
the hare, ears pricked,
clawing its mad fight.


Photo and artwork by Dave Elsom @Sombrero Printmaking


Saturday 6 August 2022

Bleached

Written in Spain in August 2022. 



Bleached

Your hair is slightly bleached
by the sun, your skin tanned.
This is your time of year,
you have bloomed as the red flowers
in the trees around us. 

And, like them, you will fade
with the summer heat, cocooned
as autumn and winter enfold you
in their scarves, gloves and coats.

In spring you will wake, a soft smile
turning to a June laugh.

I watch your lips now, the corners
turned up as your eyes close
in the hot August air.

We do not speak. The sound
of waves on the rocks
is all we need.

August 2022


Image by Martyn Cook from Pixabay

Tuesday 31 May 2022

Ekphrastic Challenge 2022

Ekphrastic Challenge April 2022

Poems inspired by the drawings, paintings and photos of Gaynor Kane, John Law and Anjum Wasim Dar. All hosted by Paul Brookes. 

You can read these poems and many others on Paul's website The Wombwell Rainbow. 



April 1st

In the unconscious night
the world is in colours,
swirling, melting and folding.
There is joy and laughter,
people surround me
like a child's blanket.

In the daylight my room is empty.

April 2nd

Wonder

I wonder if the sun
ever wished it could alter course
and bounce along the horizon
or rise in the West
or pop up at midnight?
Whether it resents
the laws of physics
that keep the planets in order
and its motion in check?
As I resent this virus
that has invaded my body.

I watch the sun set once more
and force myself to breathe.

April 3rd

Lilies

Lilies in the sunlight, me on a blanket
spread out on the early summer grass;
a bumble bee zigzags across the pond
and disappears into the shaded trees
where birds converse. I wished that I were light
enough to float like that bee, leap from lily
pad to lily pad or even perch on the pond's skin.

You call, and I turn, your face remembered
mostly from pictures. From before that summer
when we lost you.

April 4th

The Old House

stlll looks the same, as if I could
dip in my pocket, take the key
and slowly turn the creaking door
that later I'd forget to oil.
Step on the bumpy kitchen floor,
that we said we'd change but never did.
You said that it would spoil
the feel, the spirit of the place.
I felt that too, and we would
let the clock tick on another year
until the stairs would hurt your knees
as winter's chill would drain your face
and so with tears we said goodbye.
And when the door closed one last time
did the creak seem like a sigh?

April 5th

Monochrome

When winter comes,
it comes in monochrome.
Drains the colour from the trees,
turns blue to grey above our heads,
lays snow and ice to mask the land.


April 6th

City

From the bridge the city seems remote,
lit but empty, reflected in the blackness
of the river.

It masks the stars, denies the moon.

April 7th

Butterfly

A flash of colour
catches my distracted eye;
a trick of the light.

April 8th

Distorted Vision

Where there is a round tower
I see only a missile
pointing to a blackened sky
that is truly blue.
A clear lake is poisoned.
Ghost bodies litter scorched fields.
Above, the angel of death
spreads its wings and smiles.

April 9th

History

I look out on history;  lights flicker
in the harbour as an old newsreel
clatters - ships breaking the water,
nervous soldiers crawling the streets,
hooded figures in the shadows.

April 10th

Wheat

The wheat would grow tall this year,
reaching for the midday sun;
touching its warmth.

He would not witness it;
he would go East, to bathe in blood.
They would go West, lost in tears.

Only the wheat would stay, waiting
for them, a ruined harvest in the storms
of autumn.
    
The wheat would come back, next year,
and the year after. The wheat would not
lose hope.

Licoreria

Only the old stone remembered. 

They would meet here, clasping hands,
embraces heavy with thought. Toast
with the same glasses, words and liquor
harsh yet warm in their throats.

Silent in the company of strangers,
only the old stone walls listened
to the breath of revolution.

One by one they fell, taken in the night
or dragged from the street. Their place
of secrets smashed, their blood cold.


Rainbows

The magic of rainbows never left him.
Even after he learnt it was pure light
dispersed across the spectrum.

Even though he knew the Northern Lights
came from solar bursts, dancing
on the Earth's magnetic field, he gazed

upwards like a child in wonder. When lightning
crackled in the skies, when thunder groaned.
When the moon blocked the sun and darkened

the day, when comets seared through the night.

April 11th

The End of the Street 

was never in view
until, unexpectedly, you were there.
Past the old thatched house, shadowed
by old trees and leaking smoke
from its ancient chimney.

Dots of red flowers on the plants
by the side of the road, birds
lazily tracking across late afternoon
skies. The urge to go back was strong;
to see it one more time, to be cushioned
in its sepia pillow. 

April 12th

Castles

We build our castles
with double thick walls

made of the hardest stone.
They stand remote

on the highest hills.
We dig deep moats,

create heavy gates,
make our windows small.

April 13th

Lighthouse

The Earth is swirling,
melting, we gasp
in its heavy air,
claw at its unyielding land.
The seas we try to escape on
are choking.
As our eyes close in prayer,
we glimpse the lighthouse
as it flickers one last time. 

April 14th

Perfect

The silence was unexpected;
surrounded by a million souls,
the river still, the air touching
her face, cool in the orange dawn.

Nothing seemed broken here,
everything in its place,
poised for another circuit of a sun
that was making its usual entrance.

The single piece of litter
bothered her more than it should.
Everything should be perfect,
eyes closed in the golden river. 

April 15th

The Girl in the Snow

looked at me as I passed
it was only fleeting
her eyes said everything and nothing

I wondered if she lived
in one of the grey buildings
or prayed at the church

whether she was cold
and whether she was loved
it was only fleeting

April 16th

With a forward reference to day 23

Drink

The red liquid stared at him
the last half inch in the large glass

drained easily, staggered track to the door
out into the city night

sounds of sirens, only emergencies
and taxis this late. The Gothic building

towered over him; he felt its
disappointment, its disgust.

"Fuck you!" he shouted,
and vomited into the road. 

April 17th

Fathoms

In the blue cave
creatures live brief lives;
some alone, drifting,
carried by the unseen tide.
Others, schooling together,
flicking direction, sensing
peripheral danger.

On the rocky walls, some
have crafted their own
protective shells, or hide
in subtle gaps. 

April 18th

Level Playing Field

The playing field
slopes left to right;
steeper and steeper
until it becomes
vertical. 

The Ice Prince

The Ice Queen kept her Ice Prince locked in the Ice Tower.
She kept the windows shut to keep out the pale sunlight.
All their food was frozen, and they wore ice clothes.

She always said to The Ice Prince "It's not safe out there
for us, your father went out and never came back. I have to
keep you safe, keep you frozen."

The Ice Prince didn't want to be locked away. He wanted
to play in the snow, feel the wind chill his face.

One day, when he was out of his locked room, he spotted
a small patch of sunlight coming through a crack in the tower walls.
When the Queen wasn't looking, he put his hand in the patch of light
and melted a few drops of himself onto the floor.

The thin trickle went into the crack in the wall. He did this every day,
drip by drip. Sometimes he added some of the icy food. He noticed
the crack getting bigger. Day by slow day, trickle by trickle, he knew
a little Ice Twin was growing. 

The Ice Twin would wait until he was big enough to go outside,
where he would grow and grow until he could come back and take
him away. 

April 19th

The Last Man on Earth

had plenty of time on his hands.
Time to ponder the big questions.

How had it come to this?
Would another species evolve
with the ability to destroy itself?
And why is the last human on Earth
always a man? 

April 20th

Waves

The waves are sparkling today,
bubble-froth on shining sand
straggles of brown seaweed
dragged in, abandoned
to dry out on high tide.

The April breeze picks up the salt
and cools it on our faces
in the lemon ice-cream sun.
Carries the sounds of reopened
amusement arcades, gulls
and excited children.

The first taste and sound of summer,
the town's high tide,
lost in the ebb of drizzle drenched winter.

April 21st

Smile

I have always loved
watching children force a smile
for the camera.

Half grimacing, sometimes
with slightly upturned mouth,
sometimes not.

Or not showing teeth at all,
perhaps embarrassed
by Tooth Fairy gaps.

Seen, more often than not,
in overpriced school photos.


April 22nd

He had removed his glasses
and his eyes were wet
with grief. The whole garden
was smudged, shapes understood
but indistinct.

Sky to leaves, leaves to trunk,
trunk to roots, roots to flowers.

April 23rd

Wine

Wine transports you to places
seen and unseen. The castles
of the Rhine, the banks of the Loire,
the hills of Spain, the broad plains
of Marlborough.

Sun. Rain. Vine. Grape. 

Fermenting and aging in cellars.
Waiting for the turn of cap or cork,
the sound of pouring liquid.
The swirl of the glass.
Memories and wishes. 


April 24th

Ships

You lose perception of distance
the further away you get. 

Jet trails in the sky,
ships on the horizon,
memories. 

April 25th

Unorthodox Easter

A stark wooden cross
pierced the blue April sky.

Far away, a gilded cross was carried,
reverently transported
by robed and pious men.

They light a candle and fires rage.
Whispered prayers order death.

Voices and eyes raised to Heaven,
their leader fresh from slaughter
makes the sign of the cross.

Jesus wept.

April 26th

Dark Side

beneath the flat exterior the polite smile
                          the thank yous and pleases the do you mind ifs
    the oh it's no problems the front we show
         like a cute piglet in a scarf you think it's all roses
and chocolate and nice things don't you but it isn't

it's dark in here

April 27th

Galway Girl

after Steve Earle

Galway Girl was being played in the Irish pub
by the regular turn - his backing track thumps
and as he sang, across the room,

I saw you, cocktail in your laughing hand.
Your hair was blond and your eyes were brown
and I longed to take you from this tired town

round the Salthill Prom or anywhere at all
and get asked to your flat when the rain starts to fall

but then he came in and his kiss on your mouth
left me all alone to dream
of your brown eyes and long blond hair

and how my broken heart
never got chance to get halfway there.

April 28th

Ukraine

after Miguel Hernandez

We come from the earth;
lands of wheat, from the same milk.
Sun and air, flowers that laugh
at the gently falling snow.

And we will fight now, fists
clenched and blood in our throats.

And to the earth we will return.


April 29th

Surfing

It was just him and the sea
and the cold sky watching;
the slow rise and fall,
further out, further out,
waiting, heart pumping,
the world shut out,
only the board and the waves,
holding on, certain yet uncertain,
balancing risk and reward.


April 30th

Colours


Red - weathered stones on the beach
Orange - glowing winter sunset
Yellow - leaves fading as they dry 
Green - seaweed draping stones
Blue - pale, empty sky
Indigo - the blue-black sea
Violet - tree-shadow

The seabird rising from the ground
has all of these and none of them.
Snow and night.




 




 

 



Saturday 30 April 2022

Fulfillment Center

Where mines stood, there are now many things. One of which is an Amazon fulfilment centre that sits within view of my bedroom window, on the site of the former Barlborough Colliery.

This was one of a number of poems written as part of a poetic conversation with Paul Brookes.

It was published by The Morning Star newspaper in July 2022

Fulfillment Center

After work he liked to walk the muddy paths
around the lake and up the man-made hill.
Survey the scene. The sprawling warehouse
where he earned his pay squatting on land
where once the wheels had spun, conveyors
rolled and great buckets of black rock
were lifted from miles below the ground.

Where his dad and grandad, and his dad before,
had earned their pay. And he had too,
a flash of time before it was all cleared
away, cleansed and sanitized. The days
when he was married, when they worked
in heat and dust, watched each others' backs.
Now he was just a robot with skin and flesh,
waiting to be replaced by one that didn't
need to sleep. That wouldn't feel the wind
at the top of this hill, that had no memories.


One that fulfilled orders and never needed

to be fulfilled. 

Tim Fellows 2020 

Tuesday 8 March 2022

Coffee

Written for Dave Elsom's "Let Them Eat Cake" Art Exhibition.



Coffee

The wind bit as she looked through
the slightly misted glass. Steam hissed
from the machine. Milk frothed.
As the door opened the smell of coffee
infused her head. Latte. Cappuccino.
Americano. There was cake. Chocolate
with orange, lemon drizzle, ginger.

She imagined herself in the cafe,
sipping an espresso, savouring her biscotti.
Reading her friends' posts on facebook,
getting a nice text from her husband.

Even an instant coffee, a digestive
and a Penguin each for the kids would do.

She had none of these things.
   

Tim Fellows January 2022

But the lino print at https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/753521856/hooray-coffee-linoprint-a5-handmade

 

 

Tuesday 18 January 2022

Sheffield Station

Written on Sheffield station on the way to the Harold Massingham launch in Mexborough on 4th December 2021

 


 

Sheffield Station 

There is beauty in this greyness
but this faded edifice lost its charm
as decades rolled - empty
carriages dragged by a growling diesel.

Rain falls from the roof edge;
masked faces conceal joy and pain,
the hope and despair of winter grained
in the hollows of their eyes.

Tim Fellows December 2021 

 

Photo by Rept0n1x - Own work, CC BY-SA 3.0, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=11001909

 

 

The Colours of Her Skirt

Based on a memory, which may be unreliable, from some time in the 1960s.  With thanks to Sarah Wimbush and Ian Parks for editing and for the...